Tuesday, March 21, 2017
Missing my son today
I have tried very hard to move forward and to do tough love. I don't want to do it anymore. I don't think it is what God would want me to do. I want my son to know that I am still here for him and I am not ever going to give up on him. He's done a lot of hurtful things to me and other family members but I know he is sick and he needs help to make some changes. I just miss him and wish that I could turn my feelings off. This will be the first birthday of his that I have not spoken with him. It feels so horrible. How do I get over this?