Saturday, February 23, 2013
mesh mesh mesh
This is not good. Not good at all. I think I need to have the vaginal mesh either redone or taken out. I am back to where I started before I had the surgery. You know the joke, "I laugh so hard tears run down my leg." Well, it isn't funny at all. It's horribly embarrassing and now I'm having pain pelvic bone and spotting. I knew the warnings going in but I was desperate to cure my problem. And it worked for about 5 months and then here I am again. I dread the surgery but I don't want to live like a 80 year old woman in diapers or pads. My insiders are upset about all of this also. They are afraid of anesthesia and hospitals. I have to do what I have to do so on Monday I have decided I will call Brooke Army medical Center Urology clinic and ask for another cystoscopy and referral for surgery. Being a woman sucks and the guys inside aren't too keen on all of this either.