Thursday, March 29, 2012

A turkey and a cat

So, I went to a Survivors group today and I ended up really pissed off at my biological sperm donor. He lives in Florida now rescuing cats. Hmmmm....I remember when he drowned a cat in a rain barrel to show me what would happen to me if I ever told. The poor cat was struggling and scratching him to get away and the more it did that the angrier he got at the cat and more determined to end its life. I remembered that today and it angered me. Not only did he kill a cat to threaten me but he now works at a cat rescue helping defenseless cats? I wish he had only cared enough about me to save me. No, I ranked up there with the cat whose life was taken. He never cared about me and never will. He is a bully. He is more mentally gone then I am. He is a pedophile. He is worthless and when he dies I should hope no one would expect me at his funeral. I would never go because funerals are to pay respect to someone. I have ZERO respect for this person. He may be my "dad" but he is only so in name. I'm so glad women can have their last name changed when they marry. I don't want to be associated with him....ever.


  1. Use your faith and believe that your father is there for a reason as part of that perfect plan.