Thursday, March 1, 2012
Can you say YAWN?
I can't get over this sleeping "illness" I've developed. I am only content while in bed sleeping and having dreams. I can barely function when I'm woken up. I ultimately end up back in bed after getting up for an hour. This is a miserable existence for me. I know that my little's are very active at night time but it's never made me feel this bad before. Then, I wonder, is it my grief that's causing this fatigue? I've lost the 5 most important people in my life over the past few years. Maybe I am depressed, I don't know anymore. I take 3 antidepressants and still feel tired and blue. I bought some B12 supplements today as I have been told they are the miracle I need. I am desperate to find a "cure" for us. It's so frustrating and I feel like people don't understand what I am saying. I feel like they think I'm a hypochondriac or something, especially the doctors. They think just because my thyroid level is normal that I should be doing leaps in the air or something. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I need motivation, energy and hope. Anyone have some of that to spare?