Thursday, October 13, 2011

Physical vs Mental

Our thyroid is all out of whack. They have been trying to fix it for the past 17 years but more aggressively since April of this year. My therapist and p-doc have both said they believe, as I do, that my condition is complicated by the fact I am DID. Some of my alters run different from hyper to hypo. Although I am always the one who takes the Synthroid it doesn't seem to always do the trick when it comes to helping the others inside. What can I do? Well, I am going to patient affairs tomorrow and demand a referral to an Endocrinologist  I think they can help me...,I hope they can. If not I do not know what I will do. I feel like quitting life right now because all I do anyway is sleep all the time or my heart is racing, I'm sweating and I'm so hot. It is not a comfortable way to live at all. Everyone inside is miserable which in turn makes me even more miserable! I hope to get things resolved quickly. Will post an update!


  1. Does Seraphim have any idea? I thought he might be able to share something.

  2. No one has a single clue as to why things are like this. It's so frustrating!