Monday, June 27, 2011

A little nervous

Have a little apprehension about our trip to Hawaii next week. We have never spent time alone like this with our son. We have a great relationship but I am concerned about how things will go when the insiders come out. I know he will do well with them but we wonder how Aurora will do. She did live with us for almost a year but she never had to deal with any of them because my family took care of things. What if she doesn't like them out? Or she doesn't like any of them playing with the baby? The inside children want to play on the beach with Ahne and make sand castles and so on. I hope that everyone will allow that to happen. The little's won't talk much but they will play very well.
We are also nervous about the flight. It's almost 9 hours non-stop. Our P-doc gave us Ambien for the flight but I am a little anxious about taking it. One, it might make me too sleepy to function after the flight is over or two, we might get weird on it. It's been over a year since we have taken it so not sure how we will react to it. I have lots to do on the plane. Movies, MP3 player, Kindle and computer. I need a lot of distraction because I hate flying. I am in fear 85% of the time! Any bump or noise scares me so much.
I'll update you all when I can.

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