I feel like I have no purpose at all anymore and wish I could just dissolve or spontaneously combust. I am walking aimlessly in life and it's getting very old. I want to go out and have fun and be loved. She gets to do stuff so why can't I? It's disheartening to me to see Bob grow old while I stay young. He used to like to go out and party and do fun stuff but now he prefers to stay home and watch tv and movies. BORING! Am I destined to be lonely forever or is there someone for me, too? No one really wants me around and I feel like no one truly loves me. They love her and I'm a part of her so therefore they have to say they love me or like me. It's not real!